you don't understand me﹐i don't blame you

everyone has a dead space before

we can't walk out of it ourselves nor can anyone walk in

i left my deepest darkest secret there

everyone has a wound before

be it deep or shallow

thinking that it would not exist once it is covered up

i left my pool of blood there

everyone has a relationship before

put in all the effort, energy, feelings into it

was touching and also yet hurting

i left my most passionate feelings there

everyone has cried a tear before

made from cold water drank and formed to hot tears in the eye

i left my saddest grievances there

everyone has a confession before

filled with honest feelings and courage but in anxiety

i left my expressive emotions there

you will never see the moment i love you most

because only when i do not see you, then do i love you the most

similarly

you will never see the moment that i am lone

because only when you do not see me, then i am the loneliest

maybe

my sadness is too well-hidden

maybe
i know how to comfort my wounds too well
just maybe

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anyways
boys and girls
don't get too worried over me
i am perfectly fine
just that have the sudden feel to just be emotional on words
and to 'pen' it down

锅贴from瑞春

春卷，蒸蛋鸡翅膀，beancurd skin，虾饺

breakfast with ivan on sunday morning at 瑞春

the dimsum served is kind of disappointing 

as the ambience and outlook of the eatery looks promising

so when we had the food

my satisfaction dropped