what if

there's no what if

cuz there's only the present and future

that we can change and be in control of

the past is already over

and nothing we can do to change it

all we can do is to move on

it has been like 3 weeks since i joined red

during the 1st to 2nd week

absolutely no doubts that i wanna grab all my stuff

and get out of the place

it's like an internal struggle within myself 

didn't really get to sleep well

i guess it's the advertising industry in general

sapping your life away

no personal time in a sense

don't feel that it should be like that as 

we should enjoy life to have creative ideas :)

still struggling!