self-reflecting

something happened at work today

standard procedures are not adhered to 

and there are consequences

where tsunami can sweep through the whole place

and no one is spared of the event

all i can say is

what has happened cannot be undone

all we can do is to move on

and ensure that the same mistake will not be repeated

be vigilant and meticulous

make the extra effort to have safety nets

at work and for friends

i like it when i can read signs in the air

and read body language

things to know about myself:

- appreciate good sense of humor as laughter puts me at ease

- when it seems like i'm spaced out in another world, don't be unsure i probably am

- tendency to be indecisive

- very sensitive and can burst into tears at the drop of a dime

- can be friends with many different types of people only a few true friends

- likes comfortable silence

- don't like confrontation but when backed into a wall, can be fiercer than many would expect

- used to people trying to take advantage of me

- forgives but never forgets

- in most things, usually pretty happy to go-with-the-flow

- closed off to those i don't know, but i am silly and playful deep down inside

- likes travelling 

- self-aware but don't trust my own assessment sometimes