when i am hurt

when i am hurt or upset

i keep quiet

my face shows u that i m upset with u

i will not tell u what happen

no matter how u ask

just leave me alone

to cool down and sort out my thoughts

i do cry at times

so after crying

i am alright again

its my way of releasing out

my bottled up feelings

which i find it hard to tell u

i need my own personal space

too

so do not bother about coming in

unless i tell u so

--

just had my semi-long weekend over

spent a lot most of my time

online these days

not on facebook though

more on GX

where i find the people are more interesting

its not as though like i m being an introvert or what

but just that the people who're attempting to date me out

are simply people whom i feel that it's better to remain as friends

first, they like to make assumptions

which i hated most

cuz it just goes to show that how 'much' respect u have for me

by not even asking or clarifying it with me

second, they like to sms me

i m not saying that its wrong to send me text messages

but if you're so damn free

why dun u just give me a call and talk over the phone

third, (following on from 2nd) they want me to call them

why the hell do i have to call u 

when you're the one who wants to talk

so be a man

do the right thing

u call me if u want to speak to me

fourth, too boring

if u wan to meet me up

pls dun tell me its somewhere near my house

or worse if it's at my void deck or park

we can go out for drinks to chill

i do NOT mind going dutch

so be more creative and have more interesting choices!

fifth, dun be a scrooge

no pain no gain alright

it's perfectly fine to go budget 

if i know whats your financial situation like

so dun go boasting how rich or good u are

when u keep going to the same old cheap place for dates

done with complaining signing off with a smirk!